January 2010
59 posts
“What’s going to happen to us when I go back on Sunday?”
– breezy 12/30 cousin’s cafe
Wednesday Night, UC Tap Ex @ 8pm
was spent with my girls. It is amazing how we were able to meet up again before the New Year. I hadn’t even realized the last time we were ALL together was in August. If only someone had been videotaping or taking pictures of us all night would have made it even better because they would probably have been able to truly capture our happiness. We stayed there til it closed and like always, it...
December 2009
83 posts
2009: Year of Learning
I shall blog before the New Year.
There’s about 4 hours and 20 minutes left til the new year so I must do this as quickly as I can before I leave for my cousin’s house.
The start of 2009 was, wow. Haha. I can’t believe that I had been so lonely. I made of the biggest mistakes ever and still to this day I am completely grossed out by it. Oh the sad truth of sayign that you were...
Fall 2009
My first semester of college was wonderful. I wouldn’t say it went too fast or too slow, but everything happened right when it should have happened.
I experienced moving out, having my own bed and room (partially, but still). With that, I experienced freedom: true freedom to do as I please, go where I want, and present myself in what ever manner I decided. I felt the loneliness of being in...
I Choose You - Mario
“Do you consider yourself ‘ride or die’ for me?”
“Do you love me? What kind of love?”
My mom asked
So my mom asked me if I had a boyfriend again. I told her no. And she said yeah right cos you have that look in your eyes again.. you better graduate.
& now I’m back here wondering ‘oh no.’ I’m having a great time, I am happy. But the new year is coming and I’m wondering what to do. I’m getting the hint that I have this new opportunity knocking on my door,...
The Day After Christmas
I had a really good day today! Well we got home pretty late from the Christmas party, at like 4am. So obviously I slept late. Tim called me 10 in the morning, waking me up so I can hurry up and shower. I didn’t eat breakfast or change my purse we I can pack snacks so I was sorta like ehh. We headed to the theatres to watch Avatar 3-D. He was treating me out. Oh how wonderful! He bought...
Christmas
I cleaned up the house a bit and it was all blah. Omg, one of the reason why I dislike being home is because of all the clutter that accumulates in my bedroom that I share with my siblings. If I had it my way, my side would be clean or at least organized in some way!!! I wish I brought my lotion because I can not find lotion in this house! Grr!
In the morning I was going to watch a movie but it...
Christmas Eve, that's two for ya!
Because of my messed up sleeping schedule, I was tired the whole entire day. I slept in and literally did nothing until about 430 PM when I woke up, took a shower and had a quick bite. I seriously could not believe Christmas was already here! I got ready and then Tim picked me up a around 630ish and we headed over to his house for his family’s Christmas party. I was so hungry that the whole...
Learning.
We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness, not with the man you love but the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the person to grow, but never too far to feel...
viasayys:
Tick Tock (P. Diddy) - Kesha.
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2009
jaxamilli0n:
lenavo:
this year was not a year for relationships. the majority of the people i knew, including myself, ending their relationships this year. this year was more of a year of building lasting friendships.
dear 2010, i’m ready for you.
couldn’t have said it any better.
The best kind of friendship is the one that is not...
conniea:
“This kind of friendship is the one that even though you’ve been miles apart, the moment you are together it’s as though nothing has changed. There’s no awkwardness or unfamiliarity even if you haven’t seen each other in forever. Even if you’ve both changed and grown up, you can easily pick up right where you left off. In my opinion, that’s the best kind of relationship.”
ahhhhmen
“I don’t want a girlfriend. I’m happy with my life right now. But I...”
– Breezy after Venus 12/22
I probably couldn’t have said it any better.
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History with Males
I’ve been meaning to blog about this topic since October but never got to it. But after receiving a text from M.F.V. and observing the relationships my friends have, I figured now’s the time.
Perhaps this may not be true for all females, but in my life there’s one particular male figure that seems to have a hold on me no matter what. I probably blogged about it before when I was...
Home for the Holidays
I’m glad I’m home for the holidays. I don’t see it any other way. What a better way to spend it in with my family, the people I love.
But I’m not going to lie, what will I do with my life for a whole month?! Yes, I don’t have school until the end of January and that should sound like pure excitement. Nothing to worry about. Stay in all day long, spend whatever cash...
Two points
I seriously needed just two more points to get a B- in my psych class. There were two questions I could’ve gotten right, but didn’t. Now I’m hella bummed out knowing that I have a C on my first report card for college. Seriously.. two points? This is going to bother me forever.
“Knowing your past is why I thought we could last”
“I loved you then, I love you now and forever”
“You make me upset by getting mad at me for not showing that I appreciate you...”
Christmas Potluck
We had a Christmas party/potluck thing yesterday here at the Daly City house. It was chill. It was supposed to start at 6 but everyone came hella late. We ate food, took hella pictures behind the background that Jamie and I had decided to do. It was really cute. Prom status on some of the pictures. Thank you to Neil Espiritu who was the photographer for the night. It was chill… until it hit...
19th Birthday
I’m not gonna lie. I had a pretty good time. I just got too fucked up too fast. Woke up with the worst hangover. I love May, Stephanie, and Tinise for taking care of me.They told me they gave me a shower and wiped my ass but I didn’t know why they would. And it was just a couple of hours ago when I found out why. Wow. Poo and puke at the same time?! Hahaha, now that must be a story to...
For You - Kenny Lattimore
For Your Love - Marques Houston ft. Young...
What You Want - Lloyd ft. Mack Maine
Nothin On You - B.o.B ft. Bruno Mars
Team VAJ @ Boiling Crab 12/04/09
“The greatest thing in life is finding someone who knows all of your mistakes and...”
“I’m so sick of the hook ups, the set- ups, the fuck-ups, the guy who only wants...”
You can't always get what you want
I was talking to a friend today about how there’s this one thing on my mind that always seems to make me upset whenever it crosses my mind. & it’s You. I can’t get over the fact that I messed up and from what it looks like from my point of view, you just bounced. You dropped it so quickly. No second chances, nothing. And if I were to be my regular self, I’d just brush...
When boundaries are a blur ...
we mix up where we stand with where we stood.
All I really wanted was a conversation to say what’s on my mind so I wouldn’t have to blog about it. So that YOU would know what’s on my mind. But it didn’t turn out that way because instead you couldn’t give me the time. And you saying little things like “I’m tired. I have to wake up early tomorrow, why...
I Cafe 12/18
All I had done for the day was sleep. I went to Costco with Flora. It was her first time buying alcohol as a 21 year old, and I was with her to experience it! Haha. Cap, Skyy, Corona. Thanks Flora!
She had taken me home and I headed to take my Stats final that I didn’t study for. I figured that since I’ve been getting A’s on the midterms without studying, I could do the same for...
fuckyeahslowjams:
Rainbow - South Border
bcos...
